Monday, December 15, 2014

Dec. 15, 2014 Littleton, N.H.



Called to Serve

Dec.15, 2014
My purpose is to invite others to come unto Christ by helping them receive the restored gospel through faith in Jesus Christ and His Atonement, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost and enduring to the end.
I love my purpose!  It is only one sentence long, but it is powerful.  What an amazing cause to dedicate this past 18 months to, and the rest of my life.  I truly feel there is no greater calling than that of a missionary.  What a blessing!  This experience has changed my life.  I can hardly believe that it's coming to an end.  The time has flown by so fast, but I know that I'll remember it forever.  Looking back, so much has happened and I've met such incredible people. I love New England!!  I've learned so much about the gospel, and my testimony has been strengthened so much.  Man, trying to sum everything up is so difficult!  However, I've been thinking about it a lot because at transfer meeting I'll be giving my golden truth.  I feel like I have so many, but the one I'll be sharing is this.  On my mission, I've learned this golden truth that will change who I am forever-that is, that when I labor building God's kingdom, God is really building me.  My mission vision, be a builder, has shaped my entire mission.  I've loved striving to work harder and show more love to help people come closer to Christ and build on His firm foundation.  It has brought me such great joy and now I feel like I can see so clearly throughout this whole process how God has been changing and shaping me.  Helping me build more firmly on His foundation as well.  I am so grateful for my Savior and Redeemer.  For His perfect life, filled with service.  I've grown and learned so much as I've tried my best to emulate Him.
Service.  I love service!  It makes me so happy!  Being a missionary has helped me see even more that my whole life needs to be filled with service!  The song Called to Serve isn't just for full-time missionaries, I know that for sure!  I'm grateful I have the chance to serve the Lord for the rest of my life!  There was I great quote Sister Maxwell shared with me that I just love!  It's by Spencer W. Kimball and says,
"Service to others deepens and sweetens this life while we are preparing to live in a better world.  It is by serving that we learn how to serve.  When we are engaged in the service of our fellowmen, not only do our deeds assist them, but we put our own problems in a fresher perspective.  When we concern ourselves more with others, there is less time to be concerned with ourselves!  In the midst of the miracle of serving, there is the promise of Jesus that by losing ourselves, we find ourselves!  Not only do we 'find ourselves in terms of acknowledging divine guidance in our lives, but the more we serve our fellowmen in appropriate ways, the more substance there is to our souls.  We become more significant individuals as we serve others-indeed, it is easier to 'find' ourselves because there is so much more of us to find!"
So true!  It is such a blessing to serve.  Another quote I love comes from M. Russell Ballard's book, Our Search for Happiness (which we finished today! Yay!  Such a good book!).  This sentence struck me because it pretty much sums up how I feel about missionary work.  "Weaknesses become strengths, challenges become opportunities, trials become triumphs, and adversity becomes an adventure in the service of the Lord." 
I definitely feel like my mission has been an adventure!  This past week definitely was!  In a nutshell...District P-day. 4 member meals. Christmas decorating. Snowed in.  Last district meeting. Stuck in a member's driveway.  'He is the Gift'ing. Elder's baptism. Afternoon in the hospital. Festival of Choirs! Cookies galore. Played violin in Sacrament meeting.  Last day of 12 week. Saying goodbyes.  It was the greatest last week as a missionary I could ever ask for! :)

Overall, I have a deep feeling of gratitude.  Gratitude for everything I've experienced and learned.  It is so hard to put what I feel to words!  I'm grateful I can continue to strive to follow Jesus Christ.  I finished reading the New Testament today, and I'm so grateful for everything I've learned from the scriptures on my mission!  John 21 is one of my favorite chapters.  I learned a lot from Peter and what he did when Christ's earthly ministry ended.  He went back to his old life, fishing.  However, Christ appeared to Him and three times asked Him to feed His sheep.  He gave up his fishing before to serve the Savior and was asked to continue to do so for the rest of His life.  I know that I need to continue to serve God the rest of my life, no matter what changes and challenges come to me.  I know that as I do so, I'll continue to be blessed and feel true joy! 
To close, I'd just like to leave you with my testimony.  I know that God is my loving Heavenly Father.  He knows me individually and He has a plan for me.  At the center of that plan is my Savior, Jesus Christ.  I love Him. I know that because of the Atonement I can be forgiven of my sins and live with Him again.  If I do my part, I can receive the greatest gift He has to offer, everything He has.  Because of this plan, I have hope and joy, and that joy has increased as I've shared God's plan with others!  What an honor to represent my Savior and this, the true church, for the past year and a half here in the beautiful land of New England.  This is certainly the best mission in the world..for me!  
I'm sad it has to end, but I wholeheartedly agree with President Uchtdorf who said,
"How grateful I am to my Heavenly Father that in His plan there are no true endings, only everlasting beginnings."
Sister Bergeson :)

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